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11月22日

凝望狂乱不以的雨
努力的思考
努力的找寻
这一切只是一个循环
逐渐化为乌云的银边
紧紧拥抱着无尽的细雨
黑夜终将迎向清晨
当雨停  我将翻过此页
当清晨降临  我将迈入下一章
9月5日

流泪

比起患者去世而伤心哭泣,能为患者得救而喜极而泣更令人感动
9月4日

马来西亚的急诊医学 ~ Emergency Medicine in Malaysia

马来西亚的紧急医疗卫生护理系统概念,自1950年代已存在;如同其他亚洲国家,相对于其他专科,急诊医学对整体卫生护理系统的功能及重要贡献一直被过分 低估。以往,院前护理管理的概念几乎并不存在,而急诊室被认为是表现欠佳医生的倾弃地。马来西亚的急诊医学专科训练仍处于初步阶段,还需很大的努力去改进训练课程。

The concept of emergency medical health care systems in Malaysia has existed since the 1950s. As in other countries in Asia, their functions and important contributions to the overall healthcare system have been much underestimated compared to other specialties. Historically, the concept of prehospital care management was almost non-existent and the casualty (accident & emergency department) was considered as a dumping place for under-performed medical officers. Postgraduate training in Emergency Medicine in Malaysia is still at its infancy and a lot more effort is required to improve the training program.

(Hong Kong j.emerg.med. 2005;12:246-251)

9月2日

成功

每个人对成功的定义不同
有些人认为事业有成是成功
有些人不要江山要美人
有些人以为有钱就是成功
但却有一个共同点
就是完成目标

有些人的目标远大
有些人的目标渺小
目标远大的就认为那渺小的目标,其实不应该成为目标
可这只是个人对目标的定义

目标渺小的人不需要因为自己的目标渺小而觉得卑微,不敢启齿
不要认为自己的目标不值一谈
至少,他们能够尝到“成功”(达到目标)的快乐
总比终日忙碌,却达不到目标,只能遥望那遥不可及的终点的人快乐

当然,拥有远大目标的人,只要会享受过程的快乐,即使达不到目标,也是快乐的
毕竟,能实现远大目标的,占少数
而能享受过程的,可以是多数
8月31日

国庆

五十二周年
在KT好像没什么庆典,一整天安安静静的
现在正值puasa期间,相信这个州>95%的人口都没什么力气庆祝吧,呵呵
“嘣”的一声,整个城镇都静下来,那>95%的人口可以进食了,这个时候就算躺在马路中央应该也不会被撞吧
无聊的国庆
今天,只花了RM3,破纪录了(个人纪录)
8月25日

Man in the Mirror

Gotta make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turned up the collar on
A favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other
On the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

I've been a victim of
A selfish kinda love
It's time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really pretending that they're not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed out dream
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

MAKE THAT CHANGE
5月27日

Final

终于

终考要揭开序幕了

考试前的感觉

总是有点像

血液都冷下来一样

 

考试就像球赛一般

进攻的一方是学生

老师/试卷则是防守方

当进攻的一方没有对策时

就是角色互换的时候

只是角色互换后

防守的那一方的防守能力却是“零”

所以

要赢就必须不断进攻

要不断进攻就必须拥有足够的能力

说到底

就是要努力读书啦!


P/S: 端午节快乐!(悼念屈原不应该快乐的吧!不过吃粽子倒是件很快乐的事。今年又没粽子吃了)

5月23日

I.V.

Needles are piercing through my skin
I'll tell you the feeling what it's like
Is life just all about deception?

Please don't be a part of a fairy tale,
but you're so young to play with thy own will
Should I trade the breath of my life for freedom?

(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein

Needles are piercing through my skin
I don't fear the fucking life

This never meant I can't sit by
They say as if it takes me somewhere
Just let me swallow the faith by injection
Life better be rushing to my head, my love

I've played with this game before to find a piece of my true self!
I'm lost within!

(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein

I'm feeling my pain
Do you feel where it's been
Can you strip with the history of the world,
when it's sad part of life?
Cannot set the shadows fade,
forever fades away

I'm calling you, dear.
Can't you see me standing right here?
Life's bleeding from fear.
I'll give it straight from my vein.

(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein

5月14日

曾经的人事物

又是一个不眠之夜

明明没什么的

不痛不痒的报告,不痛不痒的组长,事关重大的考试

只有偶尔在黑夜里回到最初的自己

想起

那年的友情

那年的宿舍

那年的单恋

那年的天真

回忆

只剩下回忆了

桃花不再依旧

你不再是从前的那个你

我也不再是曾经的那个我

变得太快了

4月26日

只要路在脚下

既然找到了该前进的道路

“这条路。。。适合自己吗?”

“有可能成功吗”

“会顺利吗”

和这些事情毫无关系

只是要

爬上去

爬上顶点

就算没被神所眷顾

没有被赐予足够的才能

只有不断努力到最后的人

才能看见那答案

才能爬上那顶点

那犹如烈火般燃烧着的渴望

2月21日

第一次

今天晚上

拜尿神所赐

第一次抽烟

是真的点燃了的香烟

记得烂奶说过,抽烟可以只是在喉咙过一下,也可以吸进肺里,而真正的抽烟是要进去肺里的。那时他还示范了一下,要吸进肺,就要在吸了一口烟,把香烟拿开后,再“嘶”一下,就会感觉到了。。。

第一次,抽到喉头时,就觉得喉咙突然很干,赶紧吐出来

第二下,硬吸进肺里,结果还没到肺(我觉得啦,实际上烟到了气管的哪一部分我是不清楚啦),就差点窒息了。咳了好几下,喝了一杯水,才觉得好一些

真不知道抽烟有什么好玩的。。。

又贵又不爽!

2月14日

封在玻璃气泡里的美丽

tokyo2

在这一刻

这瞬间的空气将永远凝结在这里

只要它不破碎

就会永远地…

12月6日

新年的门槛

日复一日的忙碌(老实说,忙是忙,却不是忙课业,虽然有一大堆东西要读,忙着玩的时间还是占了大部分,惭愧惭愧)
一如匆匆过客,枉度了梦一般的年华
已经迈入十二月了
我又一次站在新年的门槛之前
不管我情不情愿,岁月的风总会将我送到崭新的一天,崭新的一年
我忽然感到不安起来
回望这一年,总觉得辜负了那份光阴
这学期开始之前,告诉过自己要努力拼书了,可是。。。唉
而未来的日子又那么猝不及防的向我走来
所有的过去都已成为一页沉重的历史,无法改变
可幸的是,所有的明天再次充满梦想,载着我的幻想与渴望
我又一次提醒自己,要让来临的一分一秒都过得有声有色,都过得殷实饱满
好多希望,好多浪漫,开始出发
带着心中缤纷的构想,迈进新年的门槛
虽然我前面的路,很远,很远。。。
11月24日

24 Nov 2008

The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
I seek for the gift of the goddess
That is infinite in mystery
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
In other word, Hold my hand
In other word, Darling, kiss me
 
The fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honour remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
In other word, To find the end of the journey, in my own salvation, and your eternal slumber
11月9日

奋斗

今天第一天在外科部门,才发现学过的东西已经忘得七七八八了。
Relax 了十四个星期(O&G 3个星期;Orthopaedic 3个星期;Psychiatry 6个星期;外加Raya和Deepavali各一个星期的假期)
真的是糟糕哪!
虽然说休息是为了走更长远的路,可也休息得过头了。
不行不行!
要开始努力了。
燃烧MAX!!!
 
ALL my groupmates, STUDY HARD
10月30日

寂寞的文章

寂寞像针,虽然刺的伤口不大,却让你深切的感受到他的存在。
寂寞像空气,弥漫在天空中,以至于你深深的呼吸之间也能闻到他的味道。
寂寞是静静的夜晚,一个人摸黑着电灯的开关,一开一关看着灯亮灯熄,开和关之间流露心里的思绪。
寂寞又像深谷里的一株幽兰,很美也很冷。大多数的人是不会去碰她的。
寂寞偶尔回到热闹的人群里游荡,寻找欣赏她的人。
寂寞的人无聊。
寂寞的人清静。
寂寞的人只好在冷清的夜晚写这篇寂寞的文章。
寂寞的夜晚就让寂寞陪我入梦吧。
也许梦里不再寂寞。
有你的微笑寂寞会找个角落躲起来。
静静的感受只属于我的快乐。
10月24日

Mad Sexy Cool

You don't ever bring no drama to the game
And my drama don't be scaring you away
You don't ever talk too much
Exactly just enough
You know how and when and where and what to say
 
It ain't like I gotta tell you, you're so fine
You've been gettin' complements since you was nine
It's like you're perfect
A diamond in the rough
I know she can't be nothing else but love
 
You are such a mad, sexy, cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do, what you say
How you be, how you play
How you love, everyday
How you're constantly the same
How you give, never hate
And you don't ever change
Be consistently that way
You're a mad, sexy, cool girl
And I love you that way
Baby
 
You'll be ruling with a certain shade of cool
I don't know nobody half as fresh as you
I'll be checking your behavior
Oh baby you got so much flavor
Sometimes I wanna call you juicy fruit
 
It ain't like I gotta tell you you're a star
You'll be shining and be sparkling in the dark
Girl you so perfect
You're my diamond in the rough
I knew you give me nothing else but love
 
You are such a mad, sexy, cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do, what you say
How you be, how you play
How you love, everyday
How you're constantly the same
How you give, never hate
And you don't ever change
Be consistently that way
You're a mad, sexy, cool girl
And I love you the same
 
How does someone
So beautiful
So approachable
None so adorable
Baby I guess you're kinda wonderful
My dreams come true
And you are
 
You are such a mad, sexy, cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do, what you say
How you be, how you play
How you love, everyday
How you're constantly the same
How you give, never hate
And you don't ever change
Be consistently that way
You're a mad, sexy, cool girl
You are mad, sexy, cool girl
Baby
10月22日

No.1

谦虚这种事谁都做得到
但是
随便说自己是No.1的人
到时候等待自己的就是失败时的嘲笑
所以这种人
背负着绝不能失败的决心
他背负的决心
就是赌上自己的名声
并且一定要成功的决心
10月16日

达雷尔‧罗伊亚尔的信

在球场上打球的任何人
都一定会尝到屈辱的滋味
这世上不可能会有不曾败阵过的选手
 
但是
一流的选手
会付出更多的努力
很快的重新站起来
 
普通的选手
就会稍微慢点站起来
 
败将则是会一直躺在球场上
 
在生活中也是一样
每个人一生当中一定有遇到挫折过
没有人的一生是一帆风顺的
只看你究竟想当个一流的选手,还是保持现状当个普通人,抑或是当个失败者